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[Friday,
May 19th, 2006] |
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myspace is so gay.
i hate it.
its so slow n shitty.
i want to scream.
+ im not at school for yesterday
at volleyball i pulled a mussle
in my neck and i didnt get any
sleep last night....
& roy cant come over today either... =[
this sucks im so bored.
my computer has so many virus's on it
it doesnt even work! im so pissed off, its brand
new i just got it. fukin limewire! its like i hate
the virus's but i love having limewire....idk im
pissed off though. i hope i can fix it. o well.
<3 late
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[Friday,
April 28th, 2006] |
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well right now im in bishop with my best friend nichole. ill probably get new pix up here within the next week. my bday is on sunday. the big 15. <3 i cant wait. im finaly like not a kid anymore, even though i havent felt like a kid in 2 years, i know im actualy older. Ive always been mature, no one really can tell cuz i kinda hide it when i am around people, but i grew up around adults. idk i kinda just feel like spilling my guts. Well here it goes. Lately ive been finding myself excessivly happy...happier than i normaly am. ever since the whole break-up thing with albert ive kinda been just off the market, hopeless. cuz when i was with him, it didnt feel like i could ever love anyone else. but now that i have someone to look forward to, someone to actualy grow with in a real relationship, it feels like i dont ever need albert again. now i aint gonna lie to you, i loved him with all of my heart. i thought he was the right one for me. i never felt pressured or scared, just felt love and all its greatness. im finally able to let go. so after all of this, i kinda fought for albert for about 5 months...thinking i was able to get him back. but then i met roy. that boy is amazing. idk what it is about him, he makes me feel like i could do anything in the world. were not going out, but i find myself becoming more and more attatched to him every time we see eachother, which isnt alot because he goes to chatsworth and i go to west valley. but hes still great. he makes me feel good about myself, like i dont need to change the way i look. and i never feel that way. take school for instance, i dont feel beautiful around the people at my school. at school i feel like i am constantly being judged and that i always haveto watch the way i look. but i feel beautiful around him. i dont feel judged or wanted to be changed, or anything negative. i just feel life and growth and trust. i dont know. im crazy about him but like i dont want to scare him away, so he really doesnt know how i feel. hes just really good for me right now. if anything, with all the stress in my family all i need is him for me to be happy. about my family...its getting hard. my grandma got shingles on christmas day. ever since then she has been sick. in the hospital for over a month. every night after school i would dress up in a skirt and put my bangs back the way she liked it and go and see her inthe ICU. ive never been so scared. seeing my whole family fall apart just trying to keep her alive. shes out of the hospital now. has been for like a month i think, but my whole family is still always at her house trying to take care of her. my papa wont let my aunt hire extra help. all of this happening is just placing guilt, blame, and stress on all the family. i just dont know how long this is going on. but it needs to stop. its going to tear our family apart, and i for one arent going to stand for it. anyways, i find myself getting older and older by the minute. everone says im so young, but if im so young and nieve, then how do i understand so much. i hate when people look down on me. im not a little kid anymore. i undersdand whats going on with my life and with the world. im not nieve...im just learning. this just feels good. to let all of this out. i dont care who reads it, or wat they think of me after they read it, i just want to change the way people think about me. im not just wild and laughing all the time. i dont have the perfect life. but im not complaining. God has blessed me with so much. Best friends. a great family. i want to make a difference in the world. with whatever challenge i come across. i want to make it a point that should be understood. well im going to finish watching house. g'nite<3
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[Tuesday,
April 18th, 2006] |
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i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Katie
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: female
4. birthday: April 30th
6. siblings: ONLY CHILD
7. hair color: brunette
8. eye color: blue
9. shoe size: 7-8
10. height: like 5'4
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: i have alot...nichole,nikki,miranda,olivia,annie,steph,nat,maddie,jasmine,and other people...
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope im single
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: pacsun/aeropostale/nordstroms
2. any tattoos or piercings: my ears
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: have
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: garnier
3. what are you most scared of?: what people think about me. semi-trucks
4. who is the last person that called you?: Roy
5. where do you want to get married?: idk but its gonna be an outdoors weeding
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: turquoise pink green blue yellow
2. food: CPK
3. boys names: Deandre
4. girls names: Reiley
5. subjects in school: art
6. animals: puppies and kitties
7. sports: volleyball, basketball, football
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: ya my lil cousin
2. bungee jumped?: no but I want to
3. made yourself throw up?: no i like eating
4. skinny dipped?: yep ha
5: ever been in love?: yes
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha yup
7. pictured your crush naked?: no
8. actually seen your crush naked?: yes
9. cried when someone died?: ya
10. lied: ya but to my parents mostly
11. fallen for your best friend?: i have like 3 times lmao
12. been rejected?: yup. wuteva
13. rejected someone?: yep ha
14. used someone?: Yep
15. done something you regret?: nope
c u r r e n t
clothes: my sidecar shirt and pajama pants
make-up: none
annoyance: shit at school that bugs me
smell: celine dion
desktop picture: the beach
book you're reading: hobbit
in dvd player: mean girls
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: katrina
hugged: katrina
you imed: nikki
you yelled at: my mom
you kissed: roy
o p p o s i t e | s e x
what attracts you: omg big hands = hottest thing EVER
on you slow danced with: roy
makes you laugh the most: nichole. most of my friends.
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: ya but not all night
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: hell no
wish you were younger: no
cried because someone said something to you?: yup many times
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 3
of hearts i have broken: probley like 1 maybe
of girls ive kissed: 2 ha
of continents you've been to?: 1
of tight friends: 10
of cds i own: many
of scars on my body: 2 or 3 idk
F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: ya
2. gold or silver: gold
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: the benchwarmers
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: none i dont watch cartoons but i do like rocketpower
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: a crossant
9. could you live without your computer?: no
10. would you color your hair? ya
11. could you ever get off the computer?: ya
12. habla espanol? a lil bit
13. how many people are on your buddy list?: in the 400s
14. drink alcohol? yup
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[Tuesday,
March 7th, 2006] |
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whats up.
life is boring. oh so boring.
my computer is being gay about myspace
it wont let me go to the site and like sign in or nuthin, like ican see the banner but thats bout it. gayness.
pluss i dont have my ipod for roy has stolen it... =/
oh yah and i really haveto pee but i dont wanna go out of my room cuz my dads being retarded today. hes in like teh worst mood ever..like i got home early and hes all yelling at me to clean my room n to feed the cat and its dumb it was like 5 minutes after i got home. no reason. omg myspace is bugging me!!!
great now it sais "cannot find server"...its retarded! k so yeahh i think im gonna be using livejournal more cuz its unpopular just like me. lol.
<3333
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[Saturday,
February 18th, 2006] |
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wow i never realized this but livejournal is sooo complicated i have no idea about anything involving the layouts or anything! it bugs me. michaela help me!
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[Wednesday,
February 15th, 2006] |
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well. i stayed home today sick, and took some pictures. nearly died of boredom. well i havent updated this in a day past forever. that guy i was with before, albert,...we broke up. i am forever sad about that. he made my life fit. idk. maybe i am better off without him, even if i cant see it. anyways. school is okay. drama drama drama, as always. never seem to get away from it no matter how hard we try. its like a sickness. but im over it. im really more into myspace at the moment so if u need to get a hold of me for sure..go there. <3 k thnx<3 MUAH
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[Sunday,
August 14th, 2005] |
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Warped Tour 05 Contemplation Stage 1 |
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For my baby...<3
so all summer I've been working at a summer camp with my best friend joi. I have a great boyfriend whom I love with all of my heart. His name is Albert and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
hottest boy ever. i know. back off hes mine. [ilovealbert]
kiss
( pictures x333 )
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[Wednesday,
June 22nd, 2005] |
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SUMMER LOVE <3
  
Hey everyone whats up? Im finaly out of school! SUMMER! I cant wait to go to the beach. I have a feeling its going to be a good summer, hopefully, with no drama. lol. K well Leave me a comment<3
( Random Pictures<3 )
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[Sunday,
May 8th, 2005] |
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Hey. I havent updated in a while, so I thought I should. A couple Fridays ago all of my friends (besides michaela) went to the Fuse concert at rocky peak. Olivia the Band played, KJ-52 played, and some other band that sucked played but whatever it was alot of fun. I needed a night like that. I EFFIN love Nat, Rach, Nikki, ALex, Sam, and Steph. ( i love all my other friends just as much***) but i had alot of fun with you 6. The guys went too but who cares. lol. So yea i got a new cell, and new ipod. so yea i guess everythings goin great w/ me. I finaly talked to jeff for the first time alone in forever. LAST friday i went to Rodeo Dr. With miranda and nikki and jason it was alot of fun. lol we got these 5 dollar gayass gummy bears and we took them into Luis Vuitton and like i dropped trash in the elevator! lol it was hilarious. then we went to like have appetizers at sum resturaunt and like miranda dropped her fork lol. Its so wierd going out there cuz ur so afraid to touch everything and stuff. and like we were eating and this oldass lady walked past us and she had like white and pink hair and i was like "miranda, nikki.....look! there goes strawberry shortcake!!!" lol we were laughing so hard for like an hour. and there was this lady with these HUGE glasses on it was hilarious. Then we came home. same ol same ol around here since. eat, sleep, computer, phone.
I love u!
<33333 comment <333333
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[Tuesday,
April 26th, 2005] |
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whats up. Im Katie. add me I'll add u back.
<333
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